this is about weight loss. ana and mia are no longer my friends, but they were at one point in time. i have been there, i have done that. and in the end, ana and mia traded in their friendship for all 50 fucking pounds that they helped me lose. this time around, i started doing it healthily. now that i'm closer to my goal weight, it's getting tougher to accomplish and it's getting harder on my mentality. having said that, i go through mood swings, and my weight loss mentality does too. i will either be happy and motivational, promoting healthy, fit, toned bodies, or i will be depressing and upset, posting the smallest of bodies. my ultimate goal represents that, too. i basically want one thin layer of skin where you can see my nice toned muscles, and my thin, sharp bones. so, i will warn that this may be triggering at times, but i am trying my hardest not to slip completely back into the hole, because i know i do not want to live that way for the rest of my life. enjoy.